Today marks two years I’ve been at The Company. It says so right under Date Of Hire on the back of my ID. July 25th 2005. There are times where it seems like I have been here much longer then that, and other times where it seems like it was just yesterday I was walking into the Dayton Resort and Spa (nasty hotel we stay in for training). Time is perhaps the best measure of growth we have. Personal, professional etc. I am certainly not the person I was coming into this place two years ago.
Personally, it’s been a somewhat interesting road. This is really my first “career” job and it means I am now a working professional. There is something exciting about that and yet something depressing as well. People spend their whole childhoods trying to grow up, go through school and go through college to get THAT job. I guess I can now say, been there, done that and have the tshirt (actually a whole bunch of them). There are times I miss aspects of that journey to get “here”. There are of course other days I am glad I am already here and not struggling along the path still. I guess I wish I had realized a little earlier that life is most defiantly a journey, not a destination. On the plus side, falling into the demographic of “young working professional” certainly does have it’s benefits. Stability is nice. A ok income and not constantly wonder “what next” (ok, I do that anyways) is nice too.
Another change is the housing situation. I went from moving out of my family home where I hadn’t had a roommate ever to 15 by 15 college dorm room with a roommate to an apartment with a housemate to an apartment with several roommates to a loft with a housemate and then on to my own apartment. As much as I do like living by my self, there are certainly positives to having a housemate. I did enjoy coming back to the apartment to hear music playing or the TV on. Granted, it is nice now to come home and turn on my OWN music (although in his defense, Paul did like pretty good music).
In these past two years I went from being single to not being single and then back to being single. And that’s all that I’ll say about that.
Professionally I have changed as well. When I first started flying the jet I was WAY behind and struggling to keep up. I was confident as a pilot from instructing for about 700 hours, but I wasn’t confident as a Part 121 pilot. There were paying passengers in the back and a guy with a whole lot more flying time then me in the left seat second guessing ever decision I made. Early on, I almost dreaded my legs to fly as the landings scared me. I would much rather work the radios and not have to worry about flying the plane. When I started the time to upgrade was running around 5 years and I was confident I would need all 5 years to feel ready.
As time passed and I grew more confident. I no longer feared actually flying the plane, and actually started to enjoy it. Also, my knowledge of procedures and regulations increased until I was thinking at about the same speed (and some times faster) then the Captain. I remember a day about a year ago where we had to divert due to bad weather at the destination. Not only did I recommend the course we eventually took (diverting to Jacksonville, FL) but just about every decision we made that night was one I had already come up with in my head. Of course there is a fine line between being cocky and being confident.
Up until about 2 months ago I was constantly looking for the next job. I want to make this a two airline career. While I still very much want to do that, I am enjoying this flying enough that I am willing to really wait until the perfect opportunity comes along. Hopefully it will be sooner then later, but in the mean time I am having fun.
I tend to be a little quirky in the cockpit. Well, I tend to do that in regular every day life too, but in the small confines up front, I worry that it is TOO much some times. The captain I am flying with this month is one of the most laid back guys we have in the left seat and I asked him the other day, after about 12 hours of duty time and almost 8 hours of flying if other FOs were like me in that sense. He said that everybody has their quirks… and that I was quirkier then most. He went on to talk about the first time he flew with me (I was REALLY new) and how he wondered if I would come out of my shell ever. I bet he was now wishing he had a spare shell he could stuff me back into!
So, two years go by. I’m sure there will be 2 more. And 2 more after that. And probably a whole bunch of 2 mores to come. It may just be a job, but for me it’s better then just about any other job I can imagine.